Liar liar

I feel like shit. Sorry I couldn't come up with a more poetic way to say that but I feel absolutely terrible and I don't know what to do. What do you do when the only person who can make you feel better is the person who is making you feel bad? I hate him sooooo much for making me feel like this. For being inconsiderate and shady and for getting mad at me for being mad.I feel hopeless and alone and scared and out of control. #fml